My Personal Fascination

I love to be spanked. I've always loved it (apart from my spankings from my parents, which I hated!), even before I understood my desire. I used to fantasize as a child that one of my teachers or a friend's parent would spank me and always wished it would really happen. Once it did. A teacher at school put me across his knee in front of the class and gave me a couple of swats over my clothes. I had been talking when we were supposed to be quiet and listening to him. Then he made me sit on the carpet next to his chair during story time to make sure I wasn't talking!! I was probably about 8 or 9 and even then I felt my face flush with embarrassment but also excitement! I couldn't believe he did that!! I was secretly thrilled and waited until playtime to talk about it with my friends! I never told my parents or I would have gotten a bare bottom paddling at home as well.
I never understood that it was sexually exciting, I just knew that the thought of someone other than my parents spanking me made me feel warm. Now, it's very exciting to me, whether it's a punishment spanking or an erotic spanking.
I love being talked to during the spanking, not yelled at, I don't like anything carried out with anger, but just told it's for my own good because I'm a naughty girl and that I'll be spanked again if I act up, even harder. I like to be called young lady! I like my bottom to be rubbed a little in between spanks. I also want it to be on my bare bottom, pants and panties around my knees, then a nice hand warming administered to my behind before the paddle or belt is given to me. There's nothing like that butterflies in the belly moment, when you're told you are going to get a spanking because of your naughty behavior, then you get taken into the room where it will take place (often the bedroom), getting your pants and panties pulled down to your knees then being pulled over the lap of a strong man and just feeling the cool air on your behind as you're told what he's about to do to you. Then he holds you firmly in place and lovingly starts spanking that naughty (not so) little bottom, until it's red and hot and you're crying like a very well spanked naughty little girl. And no matter how much you struggle or beg during the spanking, that strong man will keep blistering your behind until HE thinks you've learned a lesson all the while telling you that naughty little girls need to be taught a lesson. MMmmmmmm. Delicious!!